@Bamabww . Praying for your full recovery. My dad is a Baptist minister, as I hardly ever listened to him growing up and I only listen to him as my dad and not as a preacher, I'm not very religious. This is hard for me to talk about and confess to. I believe in God, I just don't have that much faith. I just wonder why God let's the bad things happen that happens. I wish I could be more faithful and trusting but I'm not and I believe in ME and my choices more than I do in God. I don't know if he will hear me, but I will pray. Get better Brother.